Time: 10:42 p.m. (GMT +8)
Where: in my bedroom
Now Playing: "Miracle" by Vertical Horizon
Oh men, yesterday, April 12, 2010, was one of the most horrendous days in my entire life because it is one of the most serious days I have faced in my entire life and I know, some of you are having this problem as well. Yesterday, my parents took me to Alabang Medical Clinic for an abrupt check-up for my "Adolescent Idiopathic Scoliosis". From the word "idiopathic", it means or it relates to "hereditary" or came to a previous generation. Damn, once you obtain this kind of sickness, you will keep this forever unless you want to have a greater and better life, you should take an orthopedic surgery. It was totally horrendous all of a sudden because my mother cannot accept that it is the only way to get me cure, but not only 100%, probably 90% cured because you cannot easily bent the spinal cord straight. So, my mother and I never gave up that we can find the alternative solution because you know, in every operation, there are risks to take during the execution. It's either you have improved your life or worse, you will never get your life back by this such operation. That's what we are thinking. I know the doctors here are great, they are well-trained, it's such that we will never know the future.
My father and my mother argued about it and I just remarked to them that it doesn't matter if it is an operation or not, I will take both, the matter is I will be healed soon, enough said. I continue to suffer, experiencing back spasms, hard to breathe sometimes and more pain and misery.And I went to PinoyExchange Forum, "What's Up Doc?" and I know there are doctor moderators in the said forum, and I have read some of my fellow victims of this tragic sickness and yeah, most of them took operation and have their life even better, some are not, and took swimming as an alternative. I saw a 29-year old lady who suffered just like me, she discovered that she had scoliosis when she was 10, after that, she continued to ease the pain at 29. Wow, I don't want to ease the pain that age, when you are in 30's having a family and a job. It's a discrimination you know.
Oh men, I just wish that I never have this kind of horrendous sickness, if you were in my situation, you will experience something that is hard to cope with some normal people and it's hard to have scoliosis, it's like a virus on your computer or laptop. First, you feel that it is safe to use, then later, there will be many worms, spyware and some Trojan Horses and you won't able to treat it unless you have an anti-virus and that anti-virus for me is the OPERATION.
"Please God, help us surpass these problems."
Time: 10:42 p.m. (GMT +8)
Where: in my bedroom
Now Playing: "Song To Say Goodbye" by Placebo.
